I remember walking through the airport

my suitcase getting increasingly annoying by the minute

my eyes begin to search for you amidst the sea of people

I'm starting to get upset

I had told you my arrival time

I needed to see your face, I needed to feel that someone was happy to see me

I find a seat in the back and wait for you

I watch as people hurriedly jump into taxis, and cars trying to get away from the bitter cold

I feel a tap on my shoulder

It's you

You looked so beautiful

but I don't say it

I should have smiled

I wanted to

but I was upset

I wanted..no needed you to know that.

I give you a light hug, you grab my bag

and we make our way over to the doors

I wanted to tell you all about my flight

how I slept the entire way

but I don't say a word

we board the bus

you sit on one side

I sit on the other

I watch you out the corner of my eye

what were you thinking?

I don't want to be mad anymore

but it's to late

the bus stops

we get off

we silently make our way to my apartment

the sound of the luggage against the pavement seems so loud

I want to grab you from behind

I'm sorry

You begin to search for the keys

I stop you

and I tell you how much I've missed you, and how I never want to leave again

you smile

and ask what I'd like for dinner

I politely say

You.

- It would of been nice to know that then. Nevertheless it's nice to finally know how you truly felt then. Your page is very interesting...i wonder who the other ones pertain to?...haha...just wondering. I'm sure they're for someone special.

-even after all this time..I still don't think you truly get me...we were so alike..yet so different.....either way..I wanted you to know..