WHATS HOLDING

YOU BACK IS THE

THOUGHT THAT

SOMETHING IS

HOLDING YOU

BACK

-RALP MARSTON

Truth:

i erase everything i type in order to fix a mistake that i typed.

I hate when fruit loops scratch the top of my mouth, but yet I can't stop eating them......

Whats Cooking??

I've always been a fan of granola, typically I would eat it with a nice tall glass of lactose free milk..or when Im feeling really adventurous..I'll use 2%. Since I was in the mood for a healthy snack I figured why not make my own , that lasts for days, and you can put anything you want in it...literally!!

Ingredients

Whole Grain Rolled Oats (quaker will do just fine)

Corn flakes( any cereal will do, it adds great texture)

Honey

Molasses

Cinnamon

Nut Meg (optional)

Any type of nuts( optional)

Dried fruit(optional) i.e dried cranberries, dried apples, dried mangoes..

wheat germ(optional) any fiber will do

1 teaspoon of oil( vegetable, or you can use butter)

Raw Sugar

Brown Sugar

Mix all of the ingredients together, depending on your preference you can add more honey if you prefer it more clumpy and chewy, or less if you prefer it drier. On a non stick pan spread your granola out evenly and place in the oven that has been preheated to 350 fahrenheit . Cook for at least 10-15 mins. If you add molasses your cook time will be a little shorter. Your granola should be a nice warm golden brown, do not over cook. I did not add the measurements for the ingredients because they are all preference related.

Enjoy!!

Seriously???

Fact:

"raisins waste my time in trail mix"

Story of my life

Life is like a box of crayons. Most people are the 8-color boxes, but what you're really looking for are the 64-color boxes with the sharpeners on the back. I fancy myself to be a 64-color box, though I've got a few missing. It's ok though, because I've got some more vibrant colors like periwinkle at my disposal. I have a bit of a problem though in that I can only meet the 8-color boxes. Does anyone else have that problem? I mean there are so many different colors of life, of feeling, of articulation.. so when I meet someone who's an 8-color type.. I'm like, "hey girl, magenta!" and she's like, "oh, you mean purple!" and she goes off on her purple thing, and I'm like, "uhh no - I want magenta!

im not looking for a handout

Support Fair Trade!!

pretend

till

you

forget

I am forever interested in those moments when peoples secret selves come crashing into their public selves. i try to imagine peoples inner lives.

We need Something to Set It Off

Frankie: The only way we gonna see cash is if we take a bank.
Cleo: Now see I'm with that shit

Stony: Ya'll niggas done lost ya'll mind. We might as well not even tak about this shit no more.
Frankie: Well I'm talkin' 'bout it. And ain't nobody gon stop me from talkin bout it.
Stony: Well talk is cheap... NIGGA!

While the world sleeps..well atleast in my zip code..Im wide awake watching "Set It Off"

i don't know why I do this to myself, everytime I see it, I have the same reaction

I start crying..Some part of me..heck all of me wants them all to get away..

but that's probably why, Im not a director...

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Where are my manners..I suppose I should introduce myself properly. This is just something for me to release myself( for some reason that sounds very very odd..but you get the picture).. For me By me :)

No one else can have you, my dear

So last night while cruising thru my netflix options I came across this movie, that at first glance appeared to be a little boring, buuut since netflix persisted to think I would enjoy it, I decided to give it a chance...and boy oh boy am I glad I did..I had never heard of the Pugach story, so while watching this movie, my mouth was open pretty much the entire time. With that being said..its hard to say how I feel about this movie..as strange and sad as it is. I realize that some people posses this intoxicating love for others, and it can be uncontrolable causing them to do the craziest things..soo on that note..check it out..Its a movie you'll never forget.

i wont say you're useless, because i've seen you dream

when i was younger, I would imagine me pausing time, unzipping the moment and climbing into a dark room, where I could just sit and do nothing...the only problem is whenever I sat there, I always thought about not thinking.

you told me once that you were a giver, and I was a taker, and for any type of relationship to work, I had to accept what i was........shortly after you fell asleep I whispered in your ear " as long as your willing to give, im willing to take". You never said anything about it. Now you're with her, I wonder if you told her the same thing..

listening to tegan and sara "northshore"

- sigh

i slept all day again.

my head is full of so many thoughts, yet no action provokes me to do anything about them. It's weird to think that the highlight of my day is when my mother gets home, and I can finally talk to someone. I know its time to leave, but I feel so complacent here.If only I could pull a name out of a hat,and my dilemma would be over,but I suppose there would be no fun in that.