It's 3am I can't sleep so I write:

Undocumented Love-

I didn't know I would like it so I pretended not to care. My heart was so uncharted i opted not to share, my feelings yet I needed some type of healing from you. Open thoughts open mind open body. I am all yours for tonight but what am I doing this can't be right. So I fight between distance and yearning my mind constantly churning my wants into needs. Crossing over seas to feed my hunger. Once I get a taste I'll be stronger and move on. For my heart is just a clone of my mind unable to seperate time into minutes words into sentences. I crawl into a hole fighting for my soul trying to control the madness which consumes the sadness in my eyes, the lies broken the truth spoken. I'm just a token for this. Unadultered bliss we kiss yet I miss the innocence in it all. We fall heavily steadily to the ground. These feelings that we found must never be opened or broken. Our secrect we must keep it. Unless defeated. Our undocumented love.