i just don't get it

it makes so much

sense in my head

but as soon as i

get ready to speak

the words

i am

silenced by the

truth

fact:

just because i'm up thinking about you

doesn't mean you're losing sleep over me

but i want you to

i want your lungs to stop working without me

i want you to need me just as much as i want to need you

i want to cross your mind every time you pause to blink

i want to have control

i want to lose control

if you don't want me

teach me how to move on

because i don't know

how....