Aus meinem Gemüt gerade rechtzeitig

I could love you, but it’s up to you to let me.

I swear i"m in love with someone who doesn't even know I exist

I'm in love with the thought of loving you

go to sleep go to sleep go to sleep my dear darling when you wake I'll be here

blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah yada yada yada don't think don't move don't blink don't talk don't breath

there is nothing to watch on tv i'm not in the mood for movies my eyes are to tired to read

my heart hurts not physically but mentally i'm not in love nor am i in like i think its lonely i am not enough

i can not wait im anxious and nervous things are different but they are still the same i'm over it

i don't know myself anymore i haven't changed a bit

same routine different times

i mention your name at least 100 times a day i think i might be a little obsessed

i keep having the same dream over and over again me falling into the deepest of blue waters i feel at home

i don't want to dream tonight

i'd rather not know you

my mind is so full of nothing at all