these arms, my hands
they are all extensions of my very being that want to hold you
I am so much more than this body
there are no smiley faces, or lol's to place behind these words
see you're never really alone
every dream. thought. wish. want. need. desire. is about you
every step I take is towards you
every word that is written is meant for you
if it's my swift entry that concerns you
then you should know, it is only because I could not wait any longer
and my departure from you does not exist
and if my mind could confess to you
it would direct you to my heart;
that stops and starts at the very thought of you
there is no definition
to explain this
no questions to ask
or answers to give
only simple or complex as we make it
take it for what it is
I want to take you to levels that you've never imagined
beautiful, gorgeous
are all words you've heard before
see I want more for you
resplendent, pulchritudinous
are just letters combined to form a glimpse of what you are
I am so much more than these words read from a screen
I am this life, that wants to be shared
I want to explore you
from the top of your head
to the bottom of your feet
every fear that you have, share it with me
and if I'm your last option
or no option at all
I'll still be here
because I'd rather have a small part of you
than nothing at all....
-I'm fully aware that with this I could lose you, and as much as that thought scares me..the thought of not telling you scares me even more. I somehow find beauty in realizing that we sometimes have no control of what we feel, or who we feel it for. I can't make you feel the same way for me, but I suppose there's beauty in that as well..
